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What Are You Thinking Of Right Now?

I'm thinking:
It gets more and more difficult to leave the Land of Yep.
I have no desire to get into my little boat and pull lines this morning.
It's strange to be driving around without my dog who is with her brother at Yep.
I have to figure out a way to extract without guilt.

Hmmm, pulling the "plug" would certainly seem apropos. ;)
 
I'm thinking: how can we take better care of the guys who work with us? Lives are very much intertwined with a small business.
 
One theory is our Universe is inside a black hole.

Now...think about this. The center of our galaxy is a black hole. It's possible there is a Universe inside it.

Now...think about the number of known galaxies, each with it's own black hole at the center.

Muh brain hurtz!
 
Thinking about a phone call with my Uncle to let me know that his battle with cancer is over and he is going to pass soon. He is the oldest Kobza male from the original fam.

He was accepting and thankful for a good life. :angel Sounded strong. Still hard.

Hope to see him one more time. Doc gave him a month to 3. His heart is weak and that may get him before the cancer. Just hope he has an easy check out and all my cousins are good.

I am next one in line to check out what is on the other side.
 
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I understand where he is. I’m the oldest of 12 siblings and the eldest of all males in both sides of my family. Unless something goes wrong, I will be the next to find out if there is anything beyond this life.

Sounds like he’s got a good view on his situation.
 
Prostate.

Thanks for the thoughts guys.
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Val is in the middle behind the bros Mom.
Dad on the left and baby bro Duane on the right.

Retired Captain in the sac sheriffs department.
Multi time State Champion LEO hand gun marksman.

A lot of great times with those guys. They were big hunters and I walked a lot of rice fields pheasant and freezing in duck blinds hunting with them as a kid and young adult. Even Grandma Aggie hunted and fished. My grandpa was killed by a drunk driver when my Dad (oldest) was 12. Aggie made sure her boys were outdoorsmen and was an advocate of my moto racing coming out to Sears Point to watch both MX and road racing. She was awesome :rose

My Dad was 4 years older and went into the Air Force to put Val thru college.

All were really good people with lifetime marriages and kids. Sonoma was home base for them and we would always do the full family Christmas.

I am thinking thanks for letting me roll with this a bit.

Hang in there Unc.
 
me and him pulled up at the same time. hanging out in front of the dark building, waiting for others to show up. is it happening? neither of us knew. only one other guy came walking up. apparently all three of us were unaware the meeting was cancelled. so 45 minutes into it of chatting, he holds out his hand and introduces himself. him: eric. me (saying my name, and shaking his hand) yeah - helicopter dude. him: what the fuck? how do you know that? so…. busted. saw him once before, and satisfied my curiosity. best part - he has a plan i can assist with. am thinking, new partnership.
 
I think it will be a long day today with many CPS assessments to complete.
I get upset at times, speaking to parents who lost or is losing their child(ren) to the system due to abuse/neglect.
But at the end of the day I think to myself-at least they are getting help.
 
I think everyone is shown the door, and I am at peace with that. As a matter of fact, if feels like I'm just waiting for it to come around.

I also think I fucked up a lot of stuff that will come around and make me go looking for that door.
 
I am thinking how the news is sometimes happy
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Tragic.
Alcohol intoxication, commonly described in higher doses as drunkenness or inebriation, and known in overdose as alcohol poisoning, is the behavior and physical effects caused by recent consumption of alcohol.
 
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