But Ive been doing this since Oct I think I have mild ADD. Too much of something (anything) I get bored and say fuck it. I just wish that switch would go off in my brain that tells me exercising and eating right is part of my life not an effort I have to make ALL. THE. TIME.You gotta take baby steps and make a habit out of it. Its when you try to get a little crazy with the workouts or new diets that you start to lose it because you body hasn't quite adapted to the new routine yet.
Just start moving. Do anything that is fun for you. Dance, ride a bike, jog, walk, swim, do workout video you like, anything just for the sake of doing it. Don't worry or even think about the fitness side of it. Just keep moving.
In my least fit sate, I completely forget how fucking good it feels to just use my body. So go remember how good it feels to use yours and the rest will come.
Don't get me wrong. I feel good. I mean just last week I removed 15-16 railroad ties from my garden and moved them into a pile. That was all strength and endurance cause railroad ties weigh a fucking ton. Yesterday I dug dirt for an hour. I would not have been able to do things like that without having been working out for the last few months. I think I just feel bad and icky with myself when I have a particularly bad weekend or few days of crappy eating and drinking too much